Heavy

Heavy
My thoughts,
my midsection,
my heart.
Empathy
is good
and causes pain.
I feel lost,
discouraged,
curious.
I have
no understanding,
no motivation,
anger.
I am angry.
Sad.
All in all,
I feel sad.

I am getting SO SICK of bad things happening to good people, really good people.

On a brighter note...

Colton and I made a baby. *snickers* Isn't he adorable? I am not allowed to say his name bc someone might "Steal" it, but isn't he CUTE?!

Praying for Stellan

I am FINALLY posting this to my blog. I have been praying for him, posting on facebook and my messageboards I go to, but I haven't been able to talk about it here yet. I am just trying to get my feeliungs together. I don't know MckMama personally (Although Colton and I are going on the MckCruise *yay* and should meet her there). However, I have been reading her blog for months and just fell in love with her and her family. Her children are beautiful, her faith is inspiring, her husband is amazing, her family is just a wondeful example of God's many blessings. Really. She is a photographer, so her pictures are always beautiful. She is just awesome. I could go on and on, but I think if you click on the picture you will know for yourself just how beautiful she really is.
I will be honest. I am having a hard time grasping why good people have to suffer so much. (Just the other day I was grieving with http://www.thewims.blogspot.com/). I know it is just part of life and ultimately part of their testimony, but it still hurts so much. I have been thinking about Stellan every hour for the past 2 days. I have been thinking about Mckmama and her MSCs and her Prince Charming. If you have the time, read her story. Discover her incredible faith. She is a great example for all of us.
PLEASE get on your knees and pray for this family.

Less than a week...

Since my last post. I am doing SO GOOD. haha.
I am going to *try* to update AT LEAST once a week. I haven't been updating because I have been REALLY bad about taking pictures. I want to get better about that too. Let's see. What has happened since March 12, 2009. Friday I didn't go to school because I was exhausted. See their alarm (like wake up alarm, not house) went off at like 5 something in the morning. Well, it continued to go off for the next HOUR. We have NEVER had any problems with noise in our apartments, so it was really weird that the alarm we could hear. I was a little scared because I thought that maybe our neighbors were unconscious. Needless to say I didn't get any sleep, so I skipped school. Then I went to work at noon. I can honestly say I have no idea what we did Friday night, so it was probably not at all interesting. Saturday we intended to go to the comedy club, but got done to Mockingbird Station only to remember it was the St. Patrick's day parade and it REEKED of beer and throwup. People were so trashed walking around, yelling and being obnoxious (it was only 6pm). We decided to leave and get burgers instead. Then we spent an hour and half hiding in Sam & Jen's apartment waiting to scare them. Haha. We are losers.
Sunday I worked all day.
Then we begin Spring Break. I worked 2-10 Monday night...I was off yesterday, so I went to mesquite to visit my MeMe and Aunt Motsy. Chuck got to run around in the backyard all dayl, so he was a happy camper. It was a good bonding, obedience day for the two of us. Oh, and we looked completely adorable in our matching outfits (since it was St. patrick's day). I wore black gauchos and a green "Made in Ireland" shirt and chuck wore a giant bandanna bow that was black with green clovers. :) Now I'm at work.
Ok... sad post...no pictures. Maybe I'll do better next time.

Catch up pics

Ok, I have been up to a lot lately and no time to post. So here will be some pics to catch you up. I have quite a few of our baby that I need to put up.





Top to bottom: Chuck's Valentine gift, Chuck and daddy, BATHTIME!! haha

I went to OperaWife's musical...Company. It was FANTASTIC!!



Also, Sam, Jen, Colton and I went bowling again...and I did MUCH better by the end... here are some pics.
























This weekend I have Jen's bridal shower and then Hailey and Taylor are coming with us to a comedy club. :) That will be fun... I won't forget my camera.

Ugh! Ok, I thought I had more time to post, but Colton got off work early and I have to finish dinner (Mixed veggies and chicken skillet) SO I will leave you with this pic of Hailey and me. tehe

I'd like to thank...

Ok, so I get so frustrated trying to come up with titles of entries. Silly? Yes, but I am like this with everything. Anyways, Mariah at TakeaWalkWithMe Awarded me this...



Here's what it's all about:"This blog invests and believes in the PROXIMITY-nearness in space, time and relationships. These blogs are exceedingly charming. These kind bloggers aim to find and be friends. They are not interested in prizes or self-aggrandizement!Our hope is that when the ribbons of these prizes are cut, even more friendships are propagated. Please give more attention to these writers!Deliver this award to eight bloggers who must choose eight more and include this clever-written text into the body of their award."
1. Kandice at "She"
2. Laura at "The Good Life"
3. Amber at "Day to Day with T&A" *snicker* :)
I know that is only three, but a lot of others have been tagged. Ok, I promise I will post another post after this.